WHY LOVE SOMEONE WHO ARE NORT ALLOWED TO LOVE ANYONE ??
ALWAES ASK MYIIE TO GO..
NN WHEN II WAN TO GO,, UE ASKED MYIIE TO STAY..
BUT FOR THIIS TIIME,, II AM LEAVIING FOR SURE..
THIIS IIS THE ONLY WAE FOR UE TO LEARN !!
SMS-IING NN CHATTIING BEHIIND THE COM IIS SO MUCH EASIIER..
AS UE CAN BE CRYIING YOUR HEARTS OUT BUT NO ONE KNOWS ~~
when people around myiie are treatiing another people around myiie iinfront of myiie..
iits liike @$*#$@@$%& for myiie to see nn handle,,
iit iis worst when ii am the miiddle person,,
alwaes tryiing all means to make thiis riight,,
nn the one dyiing iis alwaes myiie..
ii am really tiired.. real tiired of everythiing dhat iis happeniing..
problems are ariisiing everydae !!
even problems can happen at miidniight..
ii am just to young to cope wiif all these diifferent shyt..
THE ONLY ONE WHO WUN HURT / CREATE PROBLEMS FOR MYIIE..
NN DHAT IIS WHY HE IIS MY ONLY LOVE !!
THE ONE WHO II CAN FIIND STRENGTH IIN !!
LOVE iis a biig word.. nn iits nort just a boy giirl thiing..
even to people around ue,, famiily,, pets or thiings..
nn iit can also be a factor dhat leads to a biig problem !! 1 uniiverse, 8 planets, 204 countriies, 809 iislands, 7 seas, 6 biilliion people..
She can deal wiif stress nn carry heavy burdens,, she smiiles when she feels liike screamiing nn she siings when she feels liike cryiing.. she criies when she's happy nn laughs when she's afraiid.. her love iis uncondiitiional.. dhere's only one thiing wrong wiif her,, she forgets wad she's worth..
we make many fwens,, some become dearest,, some become speciial,, some we fall iin love wiif,, some go abroad,, some change dheiir ciitiies,, some leave us,, we leave some,, some are iin contact,, some are nort iin contact,, some dun contact because of dheiir ego,, we dun contact some because of our ego,, wadever dhey were,, however dhey are.. we stiill remember,, love,, miiss,, care for dhem because of the part dhey played,, MEMORIIES made,, iin our liives..
ii know a bestfwen who iis funny,, cariing,, loviing,, understandiing,, crazy,, a great partner..
PENCIIL; ue know,, I'm really sorry..
ERASER; Sorry for wad? ue diidn't do anythiing wrong !!
PENCIIL; Well, everytiime I make a miistake,, ue wiill be dhere to erase my miistake..
But as tiime pass by,, part of ue are gone..
ERASER; ue see, I'm made for thiis.. Even though I know one dae I'll be gone nn ue'll have to replace myiie wiif another.. I'm still happy to do thiis job..
THIIS SEM IIS FIINALLY COMIING TO AN END !! OF COURSE DHERE ARE UPS NN DOWNS..
BUT STIILL HAPPY DHAT II FOUND SOME DHAT II CAN TALK NN HAVE FUN WIIF..
GOOD BYE CLASS !!
THANKS FOR ALL THE HAPPY MOMENTS
NN FORGET ALL THE SAD MOMENTS !!
SPECIIAL DEDIICATIIONS TO SOME..
ESTHER LIU !!
very grateful nn happy to happy to know ue nn be fwen wiith ue !! the one who iis gettiing all exciited wiif myiie over food.. alwaes dhere nn hold myiie nn lead myiie when ii cant make iit when we were trekkiing.. nn also motiivates nn encourages myiie dhat ii can do what ii thiink ii cant.. nn helpiing myiie when we were haviing lessons outdoor really appreciiate alort.. cheeriing myiie up when ii am down.. teachiing myiie wad ii dunno,, liike twiitter nn tumblr nn 'bullyiing' those guys nn Liizanne.. nn also gossiip-iing when we have tiime nn also haviing heart to heart talk.. entertaiiniing myiie by followiing the wae ii talk nn makiing funny nn stupiid faces..
Lastly,, THANK UE NN LOVE UE..hope dhat we can stiill stay iin touch..
KASSANDRA CHAN !!
appreciiate nn glad to know ue.. the one who acts liike an ah liian !! haviing so many common fwens wiif my brother.. such a small world iindeed.. beiing my liisten-iing ears about my liife on the wae home.. nn briing-iing myiie to eat somethiing dhat ii never eat before.. :) :).. nn also dhere to hold myiie nn lead myiie everytiime when we were haviing outdoors.. zhen de xiie xiie nii !! the giirl who have biig eyes nn takiing piictures dhat can make myiie laugh !! nn also 'entertaiiniing' myiie by followiing the wae ii talk !!
Lastly,, THANK UE NN LOVE UE..hope dhat we can stiill stay iin touch..
REALLY HAPPY NN THANKFUL FOR KNOWIING UE GIIRLS !! <3<3<3
iin the liife dhat ii am iin,, ii see many people come nn go..
people changed,, some to good some to bad.. but ii am stiill nort used to iit.. even nurses are gettiing used to see-iing ppl passed on..
nn ii alwaes wonder wad causes the change iin dhem ?? diid anyone threaten dhem wiif a kniife or a gun ?? or diid dhey change to fiit iin the enviironment dhat dhey are iin ?? some wiill sae,, people grow nn dhey stopped doiing thiings to make ppl happy,, dhey just do wad dhey want nn make sure dhey are happy.. but iif ue are happy nn others iis nort,, can ue call dhat real happiiness ??
most people are weariing masks almost everydae.. nn the mask dhat dhey wear are *eviil* because dhey are fake iin a sense dhat dhey are hurtiing people around dhem iindiirectly.. :@:@
siince last tiime ii am alwaes a *shelter* to my fwens,, although ii alwaes sae ii dun miind,, but iit alwaes kept myiie thiinkiing.. 'just wad am ii to ue besiide a shelter ??' nn dhats when ii wiill thiink of many posiitiive reasons for ue just to make myself feel better.. sometiimes iit helps,, but sometiimes the reason ii come out wiif seems so reluctant,, nn ii end up cryiing cause of my stupiid-ness.. nn when my fwens iis iin 'trouble',, ii can alwaes conviince dhem nn make dhem feel better,, but dheres liike only 1 out of 5 tiimes ii am able to conviince myself..
ii alwaes sae dhem stupiid for giiviing iin to fwens when dhey are nort iin the wrong.. but dhats wad ii am doiing also.. my famiily alwaes sae,,''ue alwaes sae ppl stupiid,, but ue dunno dhat ue are the stupiid-est'',, nn my mama wiill sae,, 'ue alwaes beliieve wad people tell ue,, nn ii dun even know how to protect myself from others.. alwaes haviing extra trust nn giviing extra care to those dhat ii can cliick wiif..' iisn't dhat wad fwens are for ?? why must make such a siimple thiing so compliicated.. relatiionshiip whiich also iinclude famiily liike dhat,, fwenshiip also liike dhat,, even strangers make your liife a mess sometiimes.. ii used to be a perfectiioniist,, wantiing everythiing / one around myiie to be perfect,, but siince dhat iinciident,, beiing unable to accept the fact dhat how iimperfect everythiing / one was,, ii changed nn tell myself nth iis perfect iin thiis world.. but frankly speakiing,, ii stiill hope the thiings nn ppl around are perfect,, even though ii know iit iis iimpossiible..
actually myiie myself iis also weariing a mask.. nn the mask iis called happiiness..
secretly speakiing,, 1 of my wiish for my bdae every year iis alwaes 'EVERYONE IIN THIIS WORLD TO BE HAPPY !! '.. ue may fiind iit lame,, but dhats ALWAES wad ii hope for.. knowiing dhat iit iis iimpossiible but ii stiill hope.. call myiie stupiid for all ue want.. liike ii sae use your smiile to change the world nn nort let the world change your smiile..
but when ii am alone,, ii do lots of thiinkiing.. alwaes thiinkiing forever thiinkiing.. nn end up,, ii gort my own braiin stuck-ed !! famiily problemsssss,, fwens problemssssss,, relatiionshiipss..
sometiimes haviing such a biig famiily can be both a good thiing nn bad thiing.. can be worst iif ue have 3 brothers,, because ii am damn worriied wad wiill happen to my 'bf' when he come my house,, nn dhats when ii wiill start thiinkiing about many possiible scenes.. nn ii wiill dhen tell myself,, iis eiither ii can fiind someone who can handle any 'troubles' giiven by my famiily or ii wiill just get attached wiif my toys !! :) dhere's nth now dhat ii regret the most,, just dhat ii regret dhat ii cant dance anymore !! :( :(,, nn the real happiiness ii get iis watchiing people dance,, nn dhats why ii love SHOW LUO !! nn to myiie he iis 95% perfect !! <3<3..
dhats all for now earthliings.. have a good niight !! <3
We humans are apples,, dhere are many diifferent brands of apples..
Diifferent people have diifferent liikiings..
Some brands are more popular dhan others..
Just a brand for example,, among all the other apples dhat are of the same brand,, some are red-der dhan others.. (some people are better)
All apples are dhere for people to choose,, nn people wiill choose the best by makiing sure dhat the apple does nort have any *iinjuriies* nn checkiing whether iizziit crunchy by knockiing,, nn iif iits nort very good,, we wiill be replaced by other apple.. (We humans are judged by people,, even iif ue diid nort do anythiing,, ue wiill stiill get judged just by siittiing down.. the same goes to relatiionshiip nn fwenshiip,, iif we are nort good for the *buyer* we wiill be replaced..)
apple wiill rot when daes pass-ed,, but diifferent apple can stay fresh for a longer tiime compared to others.. (people changed,, some are very easiily iinfluence,, whereas some are nort.. but iin the end,, people stiill wiill change,, iits just a matter of tiime..)
nn for other brands of apples dhat are nort so popular,, people wiill stiill buy dhem no matter wad,, because dhere are no other apples for dhem.. (some people are just subsiitute,, when some are iin need of companiion dhey wiill just fiind anyone no matter wad,, but when dheiir 'popular' people are back,, the subsiitute wiill just get back to one corner,, nn waiit for another lonely people to fiind dhem..)
*BUT SOME WIILL STIILL LIIKE THE NORT SO *POPULAR* ONES,, AS DIIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIIFFERENT VIIEWS TO DIIFFERENT THIINGS !! SO JUST BE WHO UE ARE NN DO WAD MAKES UE HAPPY NN AT THE SAME TIIME NORT HURTIING ANYONE AROUND UE !! :)
Labels: INSPIIRATIIONS ; when ii went to buy fruiits wiif my mother
