DUN MAKE PROMIISE IIF UE CANT DO IIT..
ue never fulfiill any promiises ue make tiill now..
nn ii am startiing to get all diisappoiinted..
ue alwaes sae ue wiill,, but ue ALWAES never !!
nn now ii start to have no expectatiions from ue..
no expectatiions = no diisappoiintment..
nn ii treat wadever ue sae now,, iis ue saiid iit when ue are happy..
the thiings ue sae iis diifferent from wad ue show nn wriite..
so now ii really dunno how ii should beliieve ue..
the trust iis no longer dhere..
HOW HOW HOW ?!?!
ue buiild the trust nn ue are destroyiing iit..
BUT; wad else can ii do.. :(
go nn thiink about all the thiings dhat ue have promiised,,
nn cross out wad ue have done..
nn see how many left dhat are left dhat ue never fulfiilled !!
ii thiink those dhat ue never fulfiill iis 95% of wad ue have promiised !!
nn ue saiid ue wun rmb thiings dhat are nort iimportant to ue..
so recall how many thiings ue have forgotten..
ii alwaes tell myself,, 'maybe ue are just too busy doiing thiings dhat ue forget'..
but ue alwaes proof myiie wrong..